Gentle straight male attack VS sentimental sentimentality
first person
The first time Li Xinghe knew about the existence of gay people was because of his deskmate. Ever since he learned about this field, he felt that everything between him and Xu Yu was getting more and more wrong.
Li Xinghe: I think I should hide for a while and wait until I don't like you anymore before I play with you.
Xu Yu: No, confess to me quickly.
Intent: Brotherly love goes sour