Above □□, Below Lover, Rampant, Positive

To family, we are friends In school, we are teachers and students In bed, we are lovers Outside, we are brothers Above □□, below lover, rampant, positive Chapter 1 "To the family, we are friends." In the context of Western culture, I seem to be bound by fate and can only be the lover in Little A's world, and the position of wife, which symbolizes dignity and glory, is like an out of reach star to me. I, a being who is considered a "mudblood" and a pariah, seem out of place compared to Little A's noble bloodline. Chapter 2 "In school, we are teachers and students." They, those who hold the power and the right to speak, seem to have already laid out the trajectory of my life, pushing me towards Little B, who has the same pedigree but is not prominent. Little B, a commoner like me, we met in the torrent of fate and climbed to the pinnacle of power together. However, people's hearts always yearn for those beautiful things that they cannot reach. I yearn for that innocence, that self-confidence, but I know that these are just unattainable dreams for me. Little B, he is so similar to me, as if he is another mirror to me. The similarity between us is dazzling and profound. Whenever he looks at me, I seem to see myself in his eyes, despicable and unbearable. We are like two mice trying to climb, one transforming into a dragon and the other into a phoenix. But whenever our eyes meet, the deep inferiority and uneasiness rush in like a tide, reminding us that no matter how gorgeous we look, we are always just two mice eager to be recognized. So, we are a good match, but we can never really come together. Because we all have unspeakable secrets and pain hidden in our hearts. Chapter 3 "In bed, we are lovers." However, fate seems not satisfied with this arrangement. Just when Little B and I were watching each other at the peak of power and alienating each other, Little C, a man as fierce as a storm, broke into my world. He stole my heart easily with a power I could not resist. Under Little C's passionate pursuit, I seemed to have found a brand new self. He made me feel unprecedented passion and freedom, and made me believe that even a "mudblood" has the right to pursue his own happiness. So, I chose to leave Little B and follow Little C to pursue my own love and dreams. However, happiness is always short-lived. Little C's departure was like a sudden storm, waking me up from my dream. I lost him and the courage that once allowed me to move forward. Wandering in grief, I seemed to have returned to the starting point bound by fate. Chapter 4 Chapter 3 "Outside, we're brothers." At this moment, little D walked into my world. He slowly penetrated into my heart with a gentle yet firm force. Unlike Little C, Little D gives me a sense of stability and tranquility. He made me understand that love is not only passion and freedom, but also companionship and protection. By Little D's side, I gradually regained the courage I had lost and found my own direction again. We have been together for a lifetime and have gone through ups and downs, but we have never left each other. Little D healed my inner pain with his warmth and tolerance, making me feel unprecedented happiness and satisfaction. We have gone through a long time together, witnessed each other's growth and changes, and created beautiful memories together. In the process of staying together, we learned how to love and be loved better, and how to cherish each other's existence. In the end, we finished this life hand in hand, leaving behind an eternal love legend. Then I looked back and found myself sitting alone on a bench in the sun, listening to the wind blowing through the fallen leaves. I met Little A when I was 6 years old. I met Little B when I was 17 years old. I met Little C when I was 23 years old. When I met Little D, I was 58 years old. However ABCD—— "They are all the same person I met at different times." The ending of the story—— we will be together forever love each other forever Maybe there are too many things in this world that are annoying But there is always a small part make me happy So we want together Live... Intention: This life is so cold and cold, and this body is so full of oceans