Short StoryTwo-way Secret Love
On that campus full of sunshine and breeze, I met He Yan. He was well-educated, emotionally stable and gentle.
Gradually, my heart beat for him unconsciously. Whenever he appears in my sight, my heartbeat will speed up unconsciously and my cheeks will feel slightly hot.
I longed to talk to him, but I was afraid of him seeing through my mind, so I could only hide this feeling silently in my heart.
For countless nights, I was alone reminiscing about every detail of my time with him, fantasizing about whether he felt the same way about me. However, my inner inferiority and uneasiness kept me from taking that step. I am afraid that I will never be able to look directly at him again if my confession is rejected. On the other hand, I am afraid that I am not that important in his heart.
As the days passed, my mind remained unchanged. It wasn't until after the winter vacation that I learned of his departure. I didn't want to accept this fact, so my condition got a little worse and my life became bleak.
I started to regret that I didn't have the courage to confess my feelings, and I regretted that I didn't let him know my feelings.
Finally, under the dusk clouds surrounded by warm spring, I went to the operating table and left this world forever with my best wishes to him.
I love too timidly, maybe in my heart, he has never belonged to me.
If given the chance, I hope we can hold each other's hand bravely and no longer be afraid.
This is a story about secret love and regret, a love that ended before it even began.
Intention: Leave no regrets in life.
