Qingyang

Although Shenyang is named Yang, how can people who can't even catch the afterglow of the setting sun imitate the brilliance of the sun. People who grow up in dark corners cannot see the sun. They face broken everything with fear, and always turn everything into a knife that stabs themselves. He subconsciously avoids all beautiful things. If he has not received them, he will not ask for them. Short-term beauty will only leave long-term pain, so he needs long-term, sincere, tolerant, and no-reason companionship. No one would be willing to give a lot of patience and time to an obscure person, and no one would be willing to soil a white coat and drag a hopeless person out of the mud. Before meeting Zhang Jingzhe, he had always thought this way. He never looked forward to the future, and his future was destined to be rotten. It was a blessing to survive the present in a muddle-headed manner, and recalling the past thousands of times was the norm. Zhang Jingzhe is like the sun, shining brightly, so dazzling that he dare not look at it. But it was such a careless person who held a sincere heart to him again and again, and penetrated deep into his soul through his numb eyes again and again. Those clean eyes were shining with clear light, pulling him to face problems again and again, breaking into his world bit by bit, filling his broken life with that restrained and gentle light. At that time, the unwavering thoughts in his heart began to waver. "Zhang Jingzhe, I'm a bad person. If it's just a whim, please don't delve into my world. If you can't accept my unbearableness, please don't try to destroy my peace. I don't need a brief shock. If you can tolerate my character and my temper, give me some time and I can try to accept it." "I like you. I liked you when we first met. But after getting along with you, I slowly started to understand you. I still like you very much. I like your appearance. I like your little temper. I can accept all your little problems, just because I like you. I don't want to say too many nice words to coax you. I want to use actions to explain my love." … Intention: If I can't get you back, I will spend my whole life paying homage to you.