"You can't do anything well. You will only bring misfortune and disaster to everyone!" "Why do others only target you and not other people?" "If you harm people, you will get married sooner or later if you read any book!"
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These harsh sounds echo in her ears day after day. Which one is black and which one is white in this home? This answer has been blurred for 13 years. She has become more and more sensitive and suspicious. "Perfection" has become the best and only way for her to protect herself. Like a Russian matryoshka doll, she wraps her small self layer by layer. What should I do?
Every night, the rot in this home will crawl out of its skin...
Over time, avoidance and fear spread throughout the body.
Until one noon after 13 years of suffering, she was sensitive and suspicious and met the simplest person in the world... No, it was God...
He grew up surrounded by thousands of favors and loved everything in this world tenderly and fairly. In front of him, her self-confidence and strength were useless and full of loopholes. He unintentionally saw through all her "outer packaging". Her fear became more and more courageous with each setback. His delicateness picked up the pieces of her and mended them...
She pursued, praying that this ray of warm light without much hope would meet the best person at this worst age.
Her caution, his patience and love supported her fragility and filled the void of love she had never had.
"Xixi~ Others call you Xixi, and I want it too... You are too fair. You are like a towering cherry tree, growing fairly and evenly. But I like it very much. It is too tall, but I have tried countless times and I can't reach it with all my strength. Can you be biased for once? Extend a few more branches to me."
"Okay, as long as you like it, I will make an exception in this life..."
Intention: Refuse to favor boys over girls, be equal to men and women, face life bravely, there will always be someone who will love you with all their strength
