Passing Along the Way

I have been secretly in love with him for a long time, so long that I cannot count the days of missing him carefully for many years. There was no cliche storyline like love at first sight or so-called mutual crush, it was just a simple afternoon, the shadows of the trees fell on him to generously enjoy the shade, and he looked at me with a smile and ran back to him. We have known each other since we were thirteen years old. My father died. It was like a very cliché novel plot. In order to save his father, my father used his last bit of strength to block the stick for his father and died in a calm afternoon. In the eyes of others, we are very close brothers. When I was sixteen, his relatives would sometimes joke that if I were a girl, Li Du would definitely like me. At that time, I didn't understand what the strange emotions were in my heart. He has not been in good health since he was a child. My parents seem to be busy with work and don't give him any time or energy. However, out of guilt, they take good care of me. I voluntarily signed up to take care of his little nanny. Yes, finally when I saw someone sending a love letter to Li Du, I went crazy with jealousy and understood that love and sourness can coexist. I am not a noisy person by nature, and I am always taciturn in my approach to life. Li Du often touched my hair and jokingly told me that one day he would become a psychopath. On the day I turned eighteen, under the scorching sun, a delicate-looking boy with gentle gestures confessed his love to Li Du. Li Du accepted the love letter while the whole class was shouting and shouting. Seeing the shyness on his face, my heart froze for a moment. Li Du was forced to go abroad by Li Du when he was 20 years old. No matter whether it would affect Li Du's grades or whether Li Du would adapt to a strange country, it was just because he did not allow his son to be gay. I told Father Li that I had waited too long for them to separate, but they became more and more in love and became inseparable. I have been waiting for three years. I'm sorry... I know what Li Du's return to China to run the company means this time. It means that the actions of the villain behind me will be exposed, it means that the words that I cannot say will be discovered, and it means that the poor love in my heart will be magnified and allowed to be ridiculed. Sure enough, when we met again, Li Du's eyes when he looked at me no longer had the look of helplessness he had when he was a teenager but still allowed me to spend my money wantonly. There was only coldness and disgust in his eyes. I suddenly felt so cold that I wanted to step out of the lobby and be exposed to the scorching sun. Li Du's eyes mixed with hatred lingered on my face for a few moments. I suddenly wanted to get rid of it all. I was afraid. I was afraid that Li Du would eventually speak ill of me. Intention: Both of them are very good babies