Qiu Jin felt that he was sick. He didn't know what the illness was. He was always distracted unconsciously, and the bad memories from the past were always playing in his mind. It was very painful. The memories at that time were undoubtedly terrifying and outrageous to him.
He felt he needed to see it. Everything was fine, he just wanted to talk to someone, anyone. For so many years, he had been tormented by nightmares every night. He was forced to recall the scene a thousand times and ten thousand times, vividly in his mind, as if he was experiencing that fear again.
So he saw a psychiatrist.
Intention: Get out of the shadows