If there was anything lucky in the past three years, Zuoran could only say that because she had no pain, at least her vagina was not in pain. So there is this page in Zuoran's diary:
I don't miss him at all. Being at home alone at night is like my norm, I'm not used to it. But I'm not out of the shadows yet. I became terrified of being around people again. I am never surprised, but I tend to get immersed in emotions and cannot extricate myself. So every blow was a double blow to me. In the first stage, I was just like others. In the second stage, compared with others, they were completely fine. I was still lamenting alone, which was so stupid.
Random thoughts:
There are so many people in the world coming and going, so how can their story only be about the two of them? Otherwise, the Coase theorem would have revealed their solution!
Love itself is not pure, because when you have family and friends, lovers are the last ones to appear.
Is this article definitely a confusing one?
Mom, you used to worry about my inability to feel pain, but it became a protective shield. Only then did I realize that I was covered in blood and could still laugh out loud.