Be The first person perspective of the heroine
Two academic masters, running in both directions for redemption, fighting against school violence, and letting go
The male protagonist Xie Heyong and the female protagonist Xu Qingtian
Contrary to her name, Xu Qingtian likes rainy days very much. Because her eyes are congenitally short-sighted and color-blind, everything she sees is blurry. No one can see clearly on rainy days, so she is not alone in the humid city. In her sophomore year of high school, she confessed her love to someone. To her surprise, Xie Heyong, who was number one in the grade, agreed... For a year, she lived in the sunshine, and every second after they separated was like a rainy day.
When she was a freshman, she learned that there was another hidden reason that led to the breakup. The campus violence they suffered in their senior year of high school and the bumps along the way all made them have to accept their fate. A missed call completely separated them from each other's world.
"Looking back, I miss even the falsehoods of the past. Who should blame me? Those great principles are all cold words. The separation is only painful for me. It hurts so much that I have become numb. Now I only have an indifference to others. My experience has excluded everyone. It's wonderful to be left alone with him. I won't blame anyone for the separation between us, because it's useless, everything is meaningless, and it won't go back to the past. But Xie Heyong, I miss you so much." (Xu Qingtian)
"It took her 15 years before she dared to tell others that her favorite color was purple, it took her 16 years before she dared to tell herself that she liked painting, and it took her 17 years before she dared to love someone desperately for the first time... Xu Qingtian, don't like rain anymore." (Xie Heyong)
Intention: Some people can't do anything no matter how hard they try.