I Tried to Embrace the World, but Unfortunately I Couldn't

I'm dead That's right! Spiritually I have been dead for two or three years. My surname is Fu and my name is Wen tide, but I don't have a warm family. I am a child with mild autism and high IQ. I am also a top forensic scientist and a top hacker. I was originally the daughter of the Fu family, but because of the evil intentions of the Chen family, I was exchanged with their children. I also suffered from this for fifteen years and developed autism. During a snowy season, I was beaten to the point of dying and huddled in front of Chen's house when I met Professor Bai. He sent me to the hospital and took care of me like other parents. Later, he went to the Chen family to get my custody. In this way, I have a warm home and the prerequisites to become a forensic scientist and a hacker. And Professor Bai is also proud of my achievements. He often tells me that there is a lot of beauty in this world, and I can only feel it if I try to accept it. But the world seemed to be trying not to deal with me. It gave me hope first, and then gave me complete despair. To be honest, I once decided to accept this world, but I still didn't succeed... ——Separating line———— The murderer I've been looking for turned out to be her who was trying to protect me... But why couldn't I remember her name earlier? Uncle Bai…. Your wish... Seems impossible to come true... ——Separating line———— I don't hate this world, I'm just completely disappointed in it. Concept: A text with complex components