If I had not agreed to go on that cave adventure, my life would have been like an ancient well in the mountains, calm and unruffled, and it would have been peaceful for a short period of time until it dried up.
When I picked up the weapon, walked on the wilderness, and merged into the shadow of the remote village, the unstoppable torrent came towards me. I no longer thought about what was true and what was false, but just walked through it and spent those long and distant years.
Intention: accept everything and overcome it