Hard to Leave

Also known as "After reincarnation, my heart beats before I meet you" long ago, I am a scarecrow and God promises me a wish. God said, I can make you grow legs and no longer be stuck in the same place The scarecrow shook his head, because it also had a partner, who was also a scarecrow. If there was only one partner, it would be too lonely. God said, I can let you and your friends know all the knowledge in the world, so that even if you can't walk, your thoughts can reach far away places. The scarecrow shakes his head, the flying birds sing loudly about the stories of the sky, the crawling insects whisper about the miracles underground, the wind will bring the fragrance of flowers thousands of miles away, and the earth mother river beside you is always stirring with vitality. It does not lack the fun of distant places. The Scarecrow thought for a while and asked, can God dream? God said, of course The scarecrow rejoices in Him, for scarecrows cannot dream. So, the Scarecrow said, then please let me participate in your dream, together with my partner. God was a little surprised. He reminded that this might not be a pleasant dream. The Scarecrow replied, It doesn't matter, I just hope this journey is exciting enough. God said, of course Gathering and separation, love and hate are hard to leave. The following is an introduction to the text: My name is Zhao Qingyun. I have money, good looks, and a good figure. I have a father, a mother, and younger siblings. I have no organization, no discipline, and no love. The people who offer me huge sums of money every day to deal with dangerous incidents are arranged from City C to City F. My life is a happy one. I once thought that my fate was determined. Either I would change from a charming young man to an old man who is still charming, or... I would die in some strange hands with no bones left. Suddenly one day, I remembered my past life. I seemed to have a lover, but that was not a good ending. He died, and so did I. I didn't like this ending. Another day, a man came to my door and said that he was my lover in my previous life. I regretted my past life and cannot repay it in this life. What he said was not me. What I saw was not him either. Oh, he is just an obsessed ghost, an empty shell, he doesn't understand anything. But I am an evil star who cannot die, so how can I be better? The confusing past and present lives are entangled together, but they can't be distinguished. The witch said, I have a bad fate that I can't get rid of, ha, maybe. … If I die, I have to take him with me. My life will be long. How can I let him live alone for hundreds of years? Purpose: Save the world