Four Years of Secret Love Diary

Falling in love is as impossible as the begonia flowers blooming at the end of spring... ———————— What does it feel like to have a secret love? Is it envy like stealing from others, jealousy that secretly grows without realizing it, or hatred that burns like a flame and surges like waves? Is it the gratuitous joy after meeting eyes, the peeping in the corner as if nothing happened, or the love that is still unacknowledged when the hurricane passes? Probably the most likely thing is that my heart is moved just by looking back. When Shang Yuyan was 18 years old, he had a close friend who was a spiritual support, an imaginary rival, and a lover who refused to admit it. She hated herself for being suspicious one after another and losing her best friend who was her spiritual support; she hated her mediocre skills and being defeated by an imaginary opponent; she even hated her self-esteem that she couldn't let go, and she missed the lover she refused to admit. We once had a heart-to-heart relationship, we once made a promise, and finally we broke off the relationship and said goodbye... Shang Yuyan, let me ask you, how did you get to this point? Don't know, don't ask, don't sigh. The only thing is, no matter how you break up the word love, it will be difficult to tie the knot despite being destined. ———————— The proud man of heaven who fell into the quagmire × the jealous and helpless ordinary man ——A story full of regrets and a pity ending. ●"I used to hate your arrogance when others looked up to you, and I used to mock your tenacity in constantly struggling in the mud, but my heart was moved by the futility of trying to cover the hot stone from beginning to end." ●"Emotion is taken out of context, and all the unfinished words turn into secret coveting again and again." ●"My youth is the embodiment of my feelings for one person over the years, giving rise to echoes of the sour and depressing emotions that never ended well." Remarks 1. Self-entertainment products 2. The writing is poor, the plot is useless, the emotional line is very human, it is a complete mess. 3. Some plots are purely obscene, please do not take them seriously. 4. Happy reading Intention: To be a person with a strong heart