The author wrote this book to personally write an ending for the obsession he has been unable to let go of, called love, to commemorate the innocent story of his girlhood. Although the story in the book is narrated from a third perspective, the content is the product of what the author sees from the perspective of the author and artistic processing, and is not a fact.
The "she" and "him" in the book only show a part of the author and that boy. That time was very exciting and fulfilling for the author. There was not only love, but the author only wanted to write about emotions in this book. Those who are concerned are advised to avoid it.
The author has already decided on the ending, which is very realistic. Unless the author's story in the real world has a different ending, she will not change it. If you mind, Bao Zhi recommends avoiding it.
(This is the author's first book. I hope everyone will give you more suggestions and please feel free to comment)
Intention: To write an ending for years of inability to let go, to commemorate the true happiness when the ignorant love sprouts.