Watch the Tide

[1] Jian Yu thought of her old days in Lanyao Township. Her life was very poor, but she had a grandma who loved her and her sister very much. The old people in the village once said that when my grandmother was young, she was a very educated educated youth in the city. Grandma once gave her a nice name, Dengyu. Her sister's name is Denghua, who is the one who knocks the chess pieces and drops the Denghua. Her grandmother said that the names of the two sisters should be connected together, which means that the hearts are connected. Therefore, her name is Dengyu. Grandma also said that flowers and feathers are both very beautiful terms. She is the pure white feather in the sky, and her sister is the bright and blooming flower on the ground. [2] On the day she met Little Overlord, Jian Yu was riding a bicycle through the rice fields and saw the neighbor's uncle, the village chief, bringing in a little boy who was not tall but very good-looking. The little boy called the village chief uncle. The village chief's uncle introduced her to the little boy and said his name was Azhou. But damn, who knew that Azhou, who had a pretty face, was actually a black-hearted little bully who bullied her every day behind her back, deliberately trampled the flowers she planted, and fed her beloved little yellow dog shit. She hugged the little yellow dog and cried out of breath: "Hui Hui, why are you so unlucky? Why do you do such a thing!" [3] When autumn was coming, A Zhou found that Jian Yu circled the tree in the yard every day, sometimes fertilizing, sometimes watering, and most of the time she was staring at the tree in a daze. Azhou didn't know what was so attractive about a shriveled tree. It was not very tall. The low wall that was just shoulder-length looked deformed compared to the two tall magnolia trees next to it. A Zhou took advantage of Jian Yu's absence and imitated her by standing under the tree and looking, and saw two fruits hanging high above his head. The color is plump and beautiful, and it looks ripe. A Zhou thought to himself, hey, it turns out that this girl stands under the tree every day and there is something really interesting to watch, and she is secretly hiding some food here. That day A Zhou went up to the tree and stole her fruits. When Jian Yu came back from school and found out, he didn't cry or make a fuss. He just stood under the tree with a water bottle and his head tilted back in silence. A Zhou lay on the edge of the wall and watched her for a while, then felt bored and left. - One time later, A Zhou threw the newly molted snake into Jian Yu's schoolbag. She came to A Zhou with her schoolbag on her back and dumped the snake inside on the table. Her whole face turned red with anger, her whole body was trembling, and tears welled up in her eyes and refused to stay. He cursed him like that through gritted teeth: "A person like you will be struck by lightning sooner or later!" That was the first time A Zhou saw Jian Yu's expression like this. Later, he learned from others that snakes were Jian Yu's most taboo thing. Because her grandma was bitten by a snake on the mountain one day and fell among the grass. From that day on, A Zhou never bullied Jian Yu again. - He wanted to apologize to her, but when he actually stood in front of her, he didn't know how to speak. But she clapped her hands indifferently, dusted off her palms, and said very generously, "Forget it, you don't know this either. I don't blame you." But Azhou still wanted to give her a gift as a sincere apology. He is very hands-on, so he personally made a luminous ornament for her, decorated it with star lights, and put it in a glass jar, with wooden figures of her, sister, and grandma carved inside. Lifelike and sparkling. Jian Yu was happy for a long time when she got the gift, because under the small lampshade was a brand new world in daylight, a small, happy and complete world that belonged only to Jian Yu. [4] Later, Jian Yu said to A Zhou: "You were really bad when you were a child. The tree my grandma planted is the only thing I miss. I look forward to the tree bearing fruit every day, and finally it bears fruit. But you were lucky. You just sat on the tree branch with your legs crossed and ate them all." Azhou looked at her sadly: "I'm sorry." Jian Yu smiled and said, "But you also did a good thing. You saved my life." She remembered that day, the landslide that almost swallowed her life. Azhou and the rescue team dug out mud with bare hands for a long time and finally rescued her. She was pressed under the roof beam, her face was as pale as if she was about to die, but in her hand, she was still holding tightly the ornament that Azhou had given her. That was the only gift that allowed her and her sister to reunite with their grandma. - Later, when the whole village was desolate, her sister took Jian Yu to live in the city. A Zhou and her were in different places. They were not allowed to see each other and could only secretly communicate with each other on their mobile phones. A resettlement house was being built in the village. Sixteen-year-old A Zhou started to grow taller. He was rushed by the village chief's uncle to help move bricks and lay tiles. Sometimes he would take sexy photos and send them to her. Jian Yu clicked on the MMS and through the hazy pixels, he saw A Zhou, wearing a flat straw hat, sitting on the bricks and looking cool. Suddenly one day, Azhou told her, "I want to be a policeman when I grow up." She said disdainfully: "What's so good about being a police officer?" "It's so majestic to punish evil and promote good." "My sister is like this. She still doesn't leave home every day." As a result, the other person laughed: "That's good. You're used to this kind of life anyway. When you marry me, we won't get married because we can't coordinate work and family." "Who wants to marry you? Besides! Don't I deserve the happiness of family reunion?" She was so angry that she hung up the phone. - Over the next few days, she ignored him and he stopped contacting her. She secretly bought a ticket to go back to the countryside, but the village chief uncle said that Azhou had returned to the city. Jian Yu held the ticket and softly agreed. Ah Zhou was originally from a big city. He did not belong to this small and barren Lan Yao Township. [5] The day Jian Denghua joined the army as an anti-narcotics police officer, she changed her name to Jian Xuan. It is the triumphant return of Xuan. After Jian Xuan left, Jian Yu became one of the few left-behind children in the village. The folks and neighbors in the village felt pity for her that she had no relatives or friends. Her grandmother died of illness and her closest relative sister was not around, so they spontaneously organized people in the village to take turns taking care of her. Jian Yu did not resist and obediently went to a village home for dinner every day. When Baijia rice arrived at Aunt Xuefang's house, Aunt Xuefang cooked her favorite bacon rice. She thanked her with a low eyebrow, without looking like the aggressive and naughty little bully she used to be. Aunt Xuefang couldn't help but ask her, "Have you ever blamed your sister?" Jian Yu hugged the bowl and shook her head easily: "No, she has her dream. She just wants to follow her parents' ambition." Jian Yu smiled, "My sister is much better than me." [6] Later, when he grew up, A Zhou also became an anti-drug policeman. During a long march on an undercover mission, she reunited with him after a long absence. She was deeply involved in the remaining turmoil of the black forces, and he protected her from danger. He said, "Dengyu, we will definitely be able to live a good life in the future." But that day, she didn't call him again. Just like that year, he cruelly broke off contact with her. [7] A Zhou left her a last note. He said: "Dengyu, although it would be cruel to express it this way, I still hope you can live, because it is at this moment that I feel the fear of death. It turns out that promising to grow old together with the person you love is also a luxury wish. I used to be an atheist, but I read a prayer flag about reincarnation. It probably said that people have a predetermined lifespan in their lives. Anyone who ends his life without permission and does not die within the prescribed lifespan will suffer inhuman torture in hell. I don't know if it's true or not, but at this moment, facing the person I love most, I'm actually afraid that it's true. All Dengyu, you have to live. You must live in peace. " Jian Yu thought of her sister, who had warned her before the accident: "You must live in peace." [8] Azhou died in the line of duty and had no relatives. The company knew about Jian Yu's relationship with him, so he secretly gave her the pension. She used the money to buy a small villa with a yard in the suburbs. It had a similar layout to Azhou's previous house. After she moved in, she silently decorated the place as before. - After A Zhou's death, no grave was set up, and Jian Yu didn't even know where he was buried. She imitated the people in the TV series and built a tomb for A Zhou, but even though it was a tomb, she simply dug a hole in the yard, threw a few clothes and buried it. Then I set up a shrine at home and even lit incense every day. Because every time she saw the people in the portrait smiling so high-spirited, she wanted to throw the photo and the ash burner out of the house. [9] Jian Yu also wanted to end her life. She picked up the fruit knife and dropped it without any hesitation. The blood flowed all over her body along with the water in the bathtub. She was picked up by someone and she smiled miserably: "Hey, you guys are so cruel, you are so cruel. You are all so cruel to me. Did I make some lightning-destroying mistake that makes me not even qualified to seek death?" But after saying that, she broke away from Chen Jingsi's restraints, got up from the bathtub, and didn't dare to cry loudly until she sat on the ground. Chen Jingsi realized that day that everyone wanted Jian Yu to live, but no one asked her whether she wanted to live. From that day on, Jian Yu became normal. She was no longer confused, and she never committed suicide. She thought that since she could live for her sister, she could also live for A Zhou. She couldn't treat him differently, it was so unfair. It's just that sometimes after drinking, I will go crazy and yell that I want to throw away A Zhou's photo. But when she staggered up to the altar, she could only cry profusely while holding A Zhou's photo. [10] In the early morning of December 29, 2013. With the sound of a gunshot, the anti-gang operation was launched in full swing. After 12 hours, Lushe Village was finally completely surrounded and investigated. It was also that winter. Jian Yu was sitting in the yard with a pot of wine. She patted the stone tablet next to her. The man on the stone tablet was handsome and majestic, with eyes as bright as stars. Jian Yu reached out and hugged the stone tablet. She put her face against the photo and laughed so much that she burped: "Congratulations, A Zhou." She said silently, your wish has finally come true. - Purpose: This article pays tribute to all revolutionaries who promote social justice and progress!