I've deceived everyone but I can't deceive you
Now I tell you I don't love you
Do you believe it?
The most powerful thing about fraud is not to deceive others, but to deceive yourself.
So I tell myself, I don't love you
I don't love you, so I can turn around as if nothing happened when you say you love me
I don't love you, so I can walk in front of you indifferently when you cry
I don't love you, so I can say goodbye to you nonchalantly when you leave
But why,
Why can't I smile anymore after I turn around?
Why does my heart hurt after I walked by?
Why did a tear slide down my face the moment you turned around?
If I hadn't turned around as if nothing had happened
If I hadn't walked by indifferently
If I had left you where you were
if we still have if
I will love you with everything
So please give me one more if
——by Nioh Masaharu's Monologue
PS: Please don't be fooled by the text, the ending is happy after all
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