I, Xie Zhiyue, took a leave of absence from my senior year of high school. The suspension lasted from November of the first semester of my senior year to the day before the college entrance examination (mainly because I did not do well in a comprehensive examination and felt that I would not do well in the college entrance examination, so I did not want to continue school and wanted to work part-time. My family asked me to work in an electronics factory. After experiencing the hardships of working, I would consider going back to study, take the college entrance examination and then go to university). I worked in a new energy electronics factory in my hometown city.
In the production workshop where I worked, I met a very handsome male general worker who graduated from junior high school named Lu Chen (twenty-one years old, tall and thin, often wears a white sweatshirt and light blue jeans, has permed and dyed blond hair, and is very good-looking. He is the best-looking boy I have seen since I was seventeen years old). He is also from the countryside and has been out of society for many years. He is the operator of my semi-assembly line and is responsible for switching on and off He works as a machine operator and simply repairs machines and products. He has a laid-back personality and likes to chat with people in other production lines, but he is not a bad person. He usually likes to write lyrics on paper and some sentences such as "I'm sorry for being born" on paper during work. On the surface, he is cheerful, but in fact he has low self-esteem in front of a female college student who works together in the same workshop (he has a crush on that female college student) and later got a haircut.
Because he was so good-looking, I began to fantasize about him and myself (I fantasized that he, a programmer, fell in love with me, a high school teacher, through the introduction of his relatives, and I fell in love with him, which was as beautiful as a novel). Let me explain here, I don't like this system. I won't like someone with a lower education than me. No matter how good-looking he is, no matter how good his personality is, I will just treat him as a colleague, even though I have an average figure and appearance. This sentence is very realistic and unpleasant, but everyone has to accept it. What I like is him in fantasy. And fantasy has nothing to do with reality. It's so hard for me to study. Now that I'm working, I don't have to use my brain. Let me daydream to relax my body and mind. Also, don't say that I still think I have high academic qualifications even though I have only two undergraduate degrees, because my academic qualifications are already very high for someone from a rural area like me.
Let me explain, I do not discriminate against this boy named Lu Chen because of his academic qualifications. I respect him very much and comfort him by saying that life is a happy life without illness or disaster. Although my academic qualifications are higher than yours, my health is not particularly good and I suffer from hypoglycemia.
The ending was that I worked in this electronics factory for three months and then went back to study to take the college entrance examination (my colleagues knew about my situation and persuaded me to go back to study, saying that only by studying can I have a good future. Seeing that I was so tired and my salary was so small, I went back to study). Later, I passed the second level through hard work (can I pass the second level after working in an electronics factory for three months without studying? You have to memorize so much in liberal arts, because the foundation is better). As for the male sex machine named Lu Chen, through his WeChat Moments, I found out that he got married to a factory girl and had a child the year after I left the electronics factory.
And many other employees of that electronics factory and workshop where I worked there also left their jobs and went to work elsewhere.
Many years later, I started working as a middle school Chinese teacher in the countryside, teaching ninth grade. The winter vacation had just ended and school had just started, which was the second semester of ninth grade. In my class, a tall and thin boy wearing a white sweatshirt and light blue jeans with a cropped haircut sat in the last row of the classroom chatting with his classmates. This is a male student who looked very similar to Lu Chen who often chatted in class last semester and refused to listen to the advice of teachers in various subjects, including me. When I saw him, I seemed to see the Lu Chen who did not work hard at the last stage of his studies and was ready to work in the society.
Intention: Don't daydream