[Genshin] Is a Doctor! I'm Hopeless

It is said that on this day, the author and Lu Jiang faced off in front of the ring. The author shouted: "Damn it, Lu Jiang, you don't allow the author to write what he wants, and you only increase the review work, which makes everyone lament and complain. You are guilty!" Lu Jiang sneered: "If you can write a poem in ten steps, I will let you pass." "What's so difficult about this!" In an instant, the author shouted, took a step forward, and said randomly: "One Hundred Million Stars Shining Night" Shattered into mud and crushed into dust A bright moon hangs in the sky Lu Li's mottled shadows dance The spring water of Yijiang flows eastward Two banks of peach blossoms smile in the spring breeze The three mountains are half-set outside the blue sky Waves from land and sea surge from sky to sky Playing new music on Qixianqin Lu Li's light and shadow danced gracefully. " After everyone heard this, they all admired him.

I haven't seen you for a long time, so I would like to apologize for making this comment. Some time ago, I was busy with the college entrance examination, so I forgot about the article. But two days ago, I suddenly remembered this article and re-read it happily. I feel like I have a lot to say, so I'd better say it slowly. Please forgive me if there is any deviation in my understanding. The first thing I want to say is that before I clicked on the article, it was indeed because of the two tags of Doctor and Genshin Impact, but when I read the article and grew up with Tadena, my feelings began to gradually shift. Tadena is really a good person, and I can say that my wife wrote him very well. The three-dimensionality and reality of the characters lie in the complexity of the characters. Wei Guangzheng's pure and kind protagonist has human instincts and yearning and pursuit for a better life, so even if there is no complexity, it is still watchable. But for characters who are not entirely decent, this complexity is often a reflection of reality. Tadena is a perfectly normal, ordinary person, just like countless people in this world. Cowardly, even a little inferior. Trapped in jail, there is not so much courage to save oneself, and there is not so much willingness to live in ruins rather than in ruins. All that is left is an ordinary person's wish - to live well. But at the same time, he was brave and passionate. People who are facing deep suffering will want to save them, but they will hesitate when they are about to do evil. This is Tadena too. I am off topic here, and I am reminded of a story I once read. After the tide rises and recedes, many fish appear on the beach, but these fish cannot return to the ocean under their own power. A child stood up and took the fish back to the sea. But there were so many fish that the child couldn't hold them in his little hands. At this time, someone asked, there are so many fish that you can't save, so who cares? The child held the fish and replied: This little fish cares, and that one, this one... I feel the same way about Tadena's story. Some people may think that he is a heinous person, and some may think that he contributes to evil, but no matter what, they can't erase the good deeds he has done. In other words, the things he did were meaningful and not just hypocritical to prove that he still had good intentions in his heart. The fools didn't care, the strangers who suffered harm at the doctor's hands didn't care, but those who had been helped by Tadena did. Collet cares, and so does Diluc. Rather, it is precisely because of the ordinary that it is great. In addition, truly evil people do not think about whether their actions and positions are good or evil. Really evil people generally have two views. The first is: "Yes, I am evil, so what?" The second is: "How do you define good and evil?" When a person can reflect on what he has done and feels guilty, it will be obvious whether this person is good or evil. Secondly, even when I was reading the article earlier, I still felt that I couldn't figure out the relationship between Datore and Tadena. Although it is said that the authorities are confused and the onlookers know clearly, but I, the bystander, do not see clearly either. It is difficult to define whether Dotore has love for Tadena. This question is really difficult to distinguish. Maybe there is love, but in the wrong way. If love does exist, was Dotore's treatment of Tadena a betrayal by the Vibrant House? If it was really because of this, then why did Theta treat Tadena with no difference at all except gentleness? Or let's talk about Alpha. Alpha's treatment of Tadena is indeed the most comfortable in the whole game, but I can't help but think about whether this is worse than worse... It's also possible that it's because of Dotore's own personality. A selfish character may indeed not love someone, and the boundaries between love and hate are no longer clear. When I watch it again, I still miss Alpha very much. Sometimes I wonder, if Tadna had met Dotore when he was a boy, that is, when Alpha was that age, would everything be different? Then let's talk about the character of the mechanic. In fact, when I read fan fiction in the past, I didn't really like large-scale original characters, but this original character is totally a stroke of genius. (I later discovered that all the settings you don't like may be because the author's writing is not good enough. Therefore, the book is good but can be broken.) Although many people commented on the character's feelings for Tadena during the reading process, which was "I hate that the moon is hanging high in the sky and does not shine on me." For a moment, you will feel like this, but for a moment, it will not feel like it. Tadena's feelings for Dotore are somewhat similar to the Mechanic's feelings for Tadena. They are all mixed with some attitudes of love and hate. The machinist's feelings for Tadena have a sense of absurdity due to a combination of circumstances, because Tadena only came a little late, in the eyes of the machinist, but he did lose a relative because of this. In addition, Tadena is the subordinate and lover of the culprit, so it is inevitable to have a bit of resentment. But at the same time, because Tadena did help the machinist get out of that predicament, and chose to ignore the machinist's revenge on the experimenters. Tadena once again made the mechanic feel that he was a good person. The mechanic could not put the hatred of the past behind him, nor could he ignore this kindness. So I fell into hesitation. And why are the two feelings somewhat similar? Because Tadena's feelings for the doctor are also intertwined with love and hate. Stockholm Syndrome is a real thing, where a prisoner falls in love with his kidnapper. In an experience that makes you feel painful but cannot get rid of it, the human brain will deceive itself. If it interprets everything as love, then the pain and suffering will no longer be as painful as before. Although I don't know if this factor exists in the love between the beginning and the end, but it must exist in the middle. (Doctor, you have done all kinds of bad things...) You will be fascinated by Dotore's occasional tenderness and calling him a lover, but you will also be heartbroken and resentful because of Dotore's way of treating pets. He will cherish that moment of tenderness and regard it as a light in the darkness, but he will doubt it when he thinks of Dotore's disrespect and inequality towards him. Probably for Tadena, love is never what it is now, so he does not firmly believe that Dotore loves him. But it would be inappropriate to say that Dotore didn't love Tadena. Most of the slices that Dotore has appeared in the current article, even the most selfish omega, ended up having feelings for Tadena. "No matter who I am, I will fall in love with you again and again." This is one of the few romances. (Sorry, Duan Ping started to conceive it yesterday, and then I forgot about the similarities between the two relationships today. I will add it when I remember it.) The digression is that it took me a long time to read the author's confession. I hope this relief is not too late. In fact, there is no particularly obvious feeling in the plot. Compared with the so-called best friends, it is probably a kind of sympathy between villains. I have always believed that except for people like doctors who are almost all bad in character and can do research together and jointly promote the progress of experiments and inspire each other, it is hard to imagine that doctors have friends. After all, he is the kind of person who can say things like "In my opinion, there are still many people in this world who don't deserve to live, so don't I kindly allow their existence?" It may also be that I wasn't too serious about the plot. Anyway, my personal point of view is that the two people developed some friendship just by getting what they needed. Just like doctors like to do experiments, rich people like to make money. But doing experiments requires funds, and most of the results that experiments can produce can also be used to make money. At that time, after finishing the plot, I felt that the rich were probably really good at making money, and they didn't skimp too much, so that's why the doctor helped so much. (In fact, when I was going through the plot, the focus was entirely on Tut and the three people. I kept thinking that it was really fun for these three people to talk...) I just went through the plot of the conversation between the two people again, but I still feel that as I said above, it is just a relationship of interest. Of course, it may be more than just that. Probably because humans are social animals, and I feel that other executives don't really want to talk to the doctor. It's probably Dotore who is isolating everyone because of his poor popularity. In comparison, the rich may be one of the few people who can talk. () Or maybe I'm just too stupid to see anything else. But no matter what, don't we, as colleagues, just create our own stories based on the original work? At least Tadna is real, and Madam's feelings for Dotore and Tadna are also real. Our feelings for this book and Madam you are also real, aren't they? Alas, that's it for now, let's eat first. I don't know if the teacher will write the ending, and I don't know what the ending will be like. Will Dotore finally understand the true way to get along with a lover? In any case, I hope my wife is safe and well and everything goes well. May Tadena be a free bird and fly to the sky without restraint. Ps: I hope the above remarks are not offensive. If so, please forgive me. Pps: I wrote about 2,900 words, nearly 3,000 words. Praise me~

Drunk Tower: I am super brave [Star Eyes]

Omega finally eats [sunglasses]

In fact, I forgot that I saw it a long time ago [laughing and crying]

Book friend Li, I really want to see the next plot [picking my head] [biting my handkerchief]

No, I just saw such a good article and it will be gone soon qwq

I'm going to eat a lot! !

Eat it immediately, it's so delicious, ah mia mi [red heart] [red heart] [red heart]

It looks so good, it smells so good

Looking forward to the ending, looking forward to the extra episode [Star Eyes]