Coward

A short article, a short story about self-redemption. Leng Xiwan is a lonely and weird person. Her classmates all called her: Weird mute. Because she rarely talks. She was too lazy to care about the stagnant life, and she didn't bother to get involved. She often wonders about the meaning of living? The result is meaningless... This view was until Shi Ninghui appeared. She broke all this. Shi Ninghui is a cheerful and helpful person in the class. She can get along with everyone easily, and she is the only one willing to get close to Leng Xiwan. She is very sensitive and very sad. Leng Xiwan couldn't understand her, but she could understand and take care of everyone. So when she senses that Leng Xiwan is depressed, she always makes some funny self-sacrifice. But this is not funny. —— That day, Shi Ninghui gave Leng Xiwan the mimosa she planted herself. Shi Ninghui: I hope it can heal you and give you new hope in life. Leng Xiwan accepted it. Since then, there has been one more piece of grass and one more person in her life alone. —— Reading Guide! ! ! 1. In the early part of the article, there are a lot of descriptions of Leng Xiwan's negative energy views on the meaninglessness of life. 2. This article is not to spread negative energy! ! What I write about is having the courage to step out of the psychological haze. And the complementary salvation between each other, self-save! 3 Both of them suffered severe psychological trauma. Leng Xiwan has emotional dissociation, while Shi Ninghui has avoidant attachment. 4. In the end, the separation did not reach the end, but this relationship was imprinted in each other's hearts. They all realized their psychological problems through getting along with each other, and worked hard to save themselves and become better selves. 5. The most important thing is to avoid lightning in advance! ! ! Shi Ninghui is seriously insecure. What she needs is firm company and never leaving her partner. At the end, she will form a new relationship with someone else (a girl). Will pass it by. Leng Xiwan was alone from beginning to end. —— Leng Xiwan VS Shi Ninghui Emotional indifference, rationality, self-control, and acceptance VS Sensitive, low self-esteem, and please-pleaser personality Inspiration comes from: the two extremes of extreme lack of love. Purpose: Only by getting rid of pain can we better help ourselves.