Silent and affectionate rough guy researcher × gentle, tough and cool female star
[One-way secret love comes true/The text is not related to the entertainment industry/Double c]
In order to postpone my trip, I light a cigarette, postpone all my trips, and postpone the entire universe. ——Pessoa
Liking someone is an illusion created by hormones.
No longer liking He Xingshui was a delusion that Meng Jiasui boasted to reality when he was twenty.
The summer when He Xingshui graduated, the city's fierce hot wind carried the fragrance of magnolia flowers in the air and hit Meng Jiasui's nose.
The man in the white fishtail skirt stepped into the spotlight on the stage. When he played the next song, he turned around and left the venue. From then on, he fell into the peaceful dream of magnolia flowers every summer.
After He Xingshui graduated, his year began to be calculated as "the xth year of He Xingshui's graduation"——
The first winter after He Xingshui graduated, Meng Jiasui moved out of the dormitory and raised another pot of green onions called the Moon.
The second fall after He Xingshui graduated, the school's dessert shop closed down, and Meng Jiasui no longer went there to buy that dessert.
In the third year of He Xingshui's graduation, someone in her circle of friends filmed the popular literary film in which He Xingshui starred. Her tearful face became the secret to attracting new recruits to the media and public relations department.
In the fourth year after He Xingshui graduated, Meng Jiasui returned to his hometown in Tangxi Village and picked up a puppy at the station. He called it Yuelao.
In the fifth year after He Xingshui graduated, Meng Jiasui rarely thought of her again.
"I always tell myself that the journey of life is long, and I will have the answer in the next journey, but every time before setting off, I hesitate." Meng Jiasui, 26, wrote in his diary.
"Must I search for this answer? Should I solve this problem indefinitely? Should I put human emotions into a formula to find the unique value of α."
"I cannot determine the huge amount of energy required to burn a star; I cannot determine the mass of He Xingshui, a stable star, in my universe; I cannot say goodbye to He Xingshui with certainty."
"To sum up, I am convinced that I will postpone my departure indefinitely. Although this seems to be a kind of procrastination, because there is a galaxy in my universe that can be built by just one star, this is something worth delaying the entire universe."
"I gave it a new name—"
"Galactic wanderlust tonight."
Intention: Positive crush, positive.