If there is an afterlife, I only want to be a fish, so that I don't have to meet you again.
If there is an afterlife, I just want to be a fish, and then even if I meet you, I will never remember you again, because the memory of a fish is only seven seconds.
That way, I won't go through such painful struggles again, and your memory won't be so unforgettable.
Then in the next life I can see you in one second, fall in love with you in one second, love you in the remaining five seconds, and forget you in the last moment when I turn around.
Even if you stand by my side all the time, then you are a new you to me, and there will be no more painful memories.
If you leave me like this again, I can forget it by wagging my tail and no longer have to struggle in pain.