Shang Wenji looked at the tombstone and gritted his molars. After standing for a while, he let out a long breath.
"I came back in a hurry this time." He said slowly, "I didn't bring anything with me, sorry.
"Really, I haven't seen you for a long time. There was nothing I could do about it. There was no one I cared about in China, so I accidentally stayed abroad for a few more years.
"When I return to China this time, I won't be leaving for a long time. I can... Stay with you more.
"I originally thought that I was free of it and that I could stop thinking about you. "
Shang Wenji sometimes fantasizes about when he can take off the Jade Buddha and say to that person calmly:
"This is your thing.
"Never mine."
Purpose: Don't be bound by your original family