——Your eyes are shining on your gray face.
A story about two people holding hands, helping each other get up from the mire, and then falling in love.
Jiang Biqing×Hua Ran
The blue birds in the river are more than white, and the blue flowers in the mountains are about to burn. This spring has passed again, another year with you.
The one who is burning and blooming with all his strength is Hua Ran, and the one who is blooming silently is Jiang Biqing.
It's also you and me in front of the screen.
*
Jiang Biqing's biological mother hanged herself when she was eight years old.
Her father, Jiang Yangcai, brought back a stepmother and gave birth to a younger brother. From then on, she no longer had a place in the family.
During the Mid-Autumn Festival of her fourteenth year, her father asked her to drop out of school and work, saying that the family could not afford a girl's education.
Then Hua Ran came out from the corner and dragged Jiang Biqing away with a cigarette in his mouth.
*
I am twelve and she is seventeen.
Her soft breasts were pressed against my cheek, and under the smell of shower gel there was still the smell of bad perfume from the day;
She told stories about her and her ex-boyfriends, about her past and future where she laughed and cursed, like a vulgar and cheap but warm and public rose.
I am fourteen and she is nineteen.
I asked: "Sister, why did you take me away?"
She said: "Because looking at you holding back tears and glaring at people, it seems like I'm seeing my old self."
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: Start writing from the introduction and grow up slowly.
: Loves to mix personal things, with descriptions and point of view output such as feminism/bottom oppression, not all love.
: The two protagonists are cousins, but not actually related by blood. No distinction is made between attacking and receiving.
: There is no perfect character, I write about ordinary people. The mines to be cleared should be pretty much shown in the introduction.
Intention: Oppose favoring sons over daughters, resist fate, and be able to bloom in adversity.
