Looking at the figure disappearing behind the door, the tears that I held back finally fell from the corners of my eyes. I gritted my teeth and told myself: Don't be weak, there is nothing to complain about, choices come with a price, and once you take the first step, there is no way out. I wiped away my tears, stood up, cleaned myself up, and then I left. Let all problems be solved today. But thinking about having to face the cross-examination of my parents again, a heavier feeling of fatigue hit me.