Flowers bloom in sequence (the season of youth without a lover)
——Feeling of falling for the second time
I always thought I didn't need to write anymore.
A loud thunder confirmed that I had fallen into the trap again. There is no one who can save me, but no one is still around me. This is not the first time I have experienced the feeling of being alone.
I always thought that I was already well, that I had gotten out of the trough of my life, and that I had gotten rid of Zi Ruoer's influence on me. Although I have a thousand and ten thousand reluctances, when I say to her, "Give her up", I will let her die slowly in my heart. This is not cruelty, but another kind of beauty.
A result, no matter how much effort I put in, I still get the same result. I have no regrets about my efforts. Even if the unnecessary efforts leave me scarred, as long as I firmly believe that what I do is valuable and she is someone worth giving up everything for, even if I really lose everything, I will never regret it. I will remember the agreement between us, but I will not fulfill that agreement. She was the second person to tell me that she supported me, but if I failed, I would not bother her again.
It has nothing to do with her, I am just mediocre and no one can beat myself. And the person standing in front of me holding a bayonet, wearing a bronze helmet, and glaring at me with blood-red eyes turned out to be me. I was speechless.
A Dun will not shed tears
Intention: Memories of the past