Xu Jiahe vs Zhang Yanyi
Doctors in sociology who are tamed by social structures vs. Young elites with heroic feelings
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This is the third time Xu Jiahe stands on this street.
She leaned casually next to a mailbox, squinting at the pedestrians coming and going.
People passing by didn't care what she was doing standing here. She didn't know why she was standing here.
Watching the cigarette in his hand burn out, the street is still bustling with people. She suddenly felt very boring.
Xu Jiahe. Ten years.
No one in this city remembers you. What are you doing to deceive yourself?
She made it all the way to the cemetery and got out of the car.
June is not the time for worship, and the stone monuments all over the mountain are silent, but she is out of place.
Xu Jiahe still remembers how hastily she returned to China ten years ago.
After hearing the news from his parents, he hurried back and saw the cold coffin.
She was like this at that time, standing silently in the huge crowd, following them to pay tribute to him.
Her tears had dried before she entered the mourning hall, and she looked only tired from the long flight.
In fact, it hurts beyond belief, but it cannot be known to others.
Every time Xu Jiahe thinks back, he feels that he was very strong at that time.
It was as if the man lying there quietly and lifeless had nothing to do with her in the past.
She did not comfort and hug his parents in person, nor did she express her grief to his wife.
Xu Jiahe just stood in the corner and saw him off for the last time.
Then she took a plane back to the other side of the ocean.
Ten years.
She comes to this strange city on the border every June and comes to this cemetery surrounded by mountains. Come and see him.
Neither she nor Zhang Yanyi are locals.
The reason why Xu Jiahe knew this city was because of him.
The first time I came to this city was to attend his funeral.
She wiped away his photo, which had become dusty over the months.
Presumably fewer people have come to see him in recent years.
That's right. Far from home, few people would make a trip specifically for him.
Looking at his young face and impeccable smile,
Xu Jiahe asked him blankly what his feelings were towards her.
Every year she asked, and every year she had no answer.
Ten years ago, Xu Jiahe received a large amount of remittance from China.
Then I received a message from the lawyer. It's his lawyer in Hong Kong.
I was told that Zhang Yanyi left a fund during his lifetime, and she, Xu Jiahe, was the only beneficiary.
The effective date is after she leaves and before he gets married.
Xu Jiahe knew that he loved him from his birth to his death.
But Xu Jiahe never felt that he had her in his heart.
They were not together and he married someone else.
Xu Jiahe didn't know why he did this.
It's definitely not out of guilt.
Zhang Yanyi would not give her any money out of guilt. He doesn't owe her even more.
He didn't tell her either. Xu Jiahe shook his head.
She couldn't figure it out.
She looked back at him.
Then I got further and further away from the green mountains.
Xu Jiahe, will you come again next year?
Xu Jiahe, do you dare to admit that you are the one who transfers money to his parents' account every year?
Xu Jiahe, do you dare to personally present this honor named after him to the winner?
Even if the bonus comes from you.
Xu Jiahe didn't have this identity, so Xu Jiahe didn't dare to do anything.
Xu Jiahe and Zhang Yanyi, Xu Jiahe owed Zhang Yanyi, and Zhang Yanyi also owed Xu Jiahe.
They can never be reconciled.
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Concept: Girls can also be eagles soaring in the sky.
