In the end, Jin Siyu had her own whims, but she lost too much and never got a little bit of love.
She said
No need to dwell on the clouds and mist of the past
So she didn't seem to care about anything, not her mother's death, her father's neglect, or her classmates' bullying. She thought, everyone will die.
She said everything is just a cloud, so why bother.
There are many things that cannot be explained. I hope you will always live by yourself.
Jin Siyu wanted me to give you a sentence: "The floating life is temporarily in dreams within dreams, and everything in the world is like the wind in the wind."
"I seem to have had a dream, in which someone loved me."
Intention: There is love in the world