"Death is life lived, life is death on the way" - Borges
Maybe you have no confidence in yourself, and you don't know any more about yourself than you do about the cashier at the Rosen convenience store you just met, but maybe you have the same good luck as the genius boy at the beginning of the story. The moment you realize your hopeless mediocrity, you become a rare magical miracle in the Muggle world.
The next moment, maybe the next moment.
It must be the next moment - the miracle of life always happens in the next moment.
The arrogant junior is attacked by the silly senior Baitian
Intention: I am suffering, therefore I am