[In the early stage, he is gentle and innocent, in the later stage, he is a sinister and mentally ill person. In the early stage, he is smooth-tongued and in the later stage, he is timid, depressed, sick and weak.]
Lin Shuyi once compared Cheng Zixin to sertraline, a drug that treats diseases but has side effects that can cause hallucinations.
Cheng Zixin's love is an illusion, and the three years Cheng Zixin and she spent tenderly in a rented house were an illusion. Cheng Zixin cured her illness, but pulled herself into a deeper illusion.
Cheng Zixin married her uncle. Everything was false, only the betrayal was true.
Lin Shuyi cannot tolerate betrayal.
Relying on empty bottles of sertraline, he pieced together a more powerful and perfect appearance. He planned in the dark and cautiously step by step. After exchanging blood for everyone in the Lin family, he personally pulled out the oxygen tube of the perpetrator.
The great revenge had been avenged, but when he looked back at the huddled and thin man behind him, with no part of his skin intact, he didn't feel the pleasure he expected.
Seeing Cheng Zixin's bad life, Lin Shuyi felt pity for him. Cheng Zixin is no longer sunny, Cheng Zixin becomes quiet, and Cheng Zixin takes a lot of medicine every day...
Just seeing the tattered vest that the man was wearing and unwilling to throw away, Lin Shuyi felt that Cheng Zixin was about to die.
Hate mixed with love is always impure, and pity is a deep feeling of heartache.
The author is a fan of gory literature, and this article is absolutely full of gobsmacking, the kind of thing that you love and are loved to the point of dying without opening your mouth.
There is a plot about chasing his wife in the crematorium.
Demining
Neither the attacker nor the receiver are mentally normal. They are both mentally ill and deeply in love with the only other person in the world.
Intention: Everything depends on oneself