I'm afraid of the fading enthusiasm, the conflicts that will emerge after a long relationship, the alienation and cold violence. It's so tiring to deal with interpersonal relationships, it's so sad to not handle it well, it's sad to not be able to find a solution, and it's even sadder to break up in the end.
I want to be a person with a bad memory, but I remember everything.
And, I know why you liked me in the first place, because when you met me, I was a funny and cheerful girl who could make people happy. After you get familiar with me, you will realize that I am not only sensitive but also suspicious. I will notice things that you don't notice and then start to think about things and get sulky. I will mind your indifference, hate you talking impatiently to me, and don't like your bitter face. In fact, I also blame myself, blame myself for why I have to expose so much, blame myself for why I want to expose my truest side.
It's very contradictory. I hope you live well, but I also hope you live poorly.
Goodbye, never again.
·Adapted from real events, because it was too real (I wanted to copy the chat records, so I asked my relatives and friends for permission) and was told by my relatives and friends ("It comes from life, I don't want you to copy life!").
In fact, I wrote it to be a memoir (finger pointing).
Purpose: Love others first, love yourself first