At the age of eleven, Aji was hit by a car and died at the door. He was my family dog and grew up with me.
Looking at the blood on the ground, I had the consciousness of death for the first time, and saw my mother's tears. I had no feelings, I only thought of the emotional tears, which could not fade away Aki's soul that fell to the ground. Not worth it. I didn't tell anyone.
I know that I am a child without true feelings, and I am different from other children. I'm afraid.
Later, when I was seventeen, Liu Suyi took two of my fingers and I understood. Until the end, Liu Suyi could no longer see me, and the remaining warmth did not subside. I really get it.
Intention: Believe in the saving nature of love and feel deeply afraid of it