In the novel he wrote, he wrote in the postscript:
"This book is a book written for a girl in my youth, her name is CN. She is a sunny and cheerful girl, and her appearance gave me great encouragement at the darkest moment in my life.
I know very well that I am ashamed of her, so I would like to write this letter as a sincere apology to her, and finally wish her peace and success every day in the future. "
His pen name is Nuoyan, but isn't his love for her a kind of "Muyan"?
It's a pity that in the end, Cen Nan didn't know that the flower language of dogtail grass was: secret love.
Two-way secret love without knowing it Be
Terminal-ill boy Jiang Xu & heart-disease patient Cen Nan
Intention: Safe and smooth, born towards the sun