·BE/secret love/all members die/wish failed
That was the first time I saw him. He didn't like talking to others. Only I knew that he was just not very good at communicating with others. Why did I pay so much attention to him? Probably because I wanted to help him.
He is a new transfer student in our class and also my cousin. I still remember that he was very afraid of strangers when he first came to our home. Later, he always pestered me and I couldn't let go, so I sent him to the orphanage. Unexpectedly, my parents found out about it the next day. He had a car accident on the way to the orphanage. Later, he was sent to study abroad by his parents for five years, and we didn't see each other. I didn't expect that the new transfer student this time would be him, so I regretted it so much, and the silent and irritable life of my sophomore year in high school began...
"Zhizhi, I like you, stay with me!"
Oh, this is the third time he has lied to me. Sure enough, he lost another big risk.
"Zhizhi, I really like you, stay with me."
He seemed very serious this time, as if he was really confessing to me. I rejected him without even thinking about it.
"Stop bothering me, okay? Next time you lose in a big adventure, go find someone else, not me."
Later, he really stopped bothering me. In fact, I didn't hate him, but I didn't know why I just didn't want to have contact with him. Maybe it was because I hated him for causing my parents to have a car accident.
But I didn't expect that he had been secretly in love with me for a long time. He fell in love with me from the first time he met me. He was just afraid that I would annoy him. It turned out that he had always been guilty of my parents' car accident, so he wanted to make it up to me, but I never accepted his sincerity.
"No, don't leave me... A Zhou, wake up soon... I promise you as long as you wake up... Ji Ezhou, I like you too..."
He died of stomach cancer. The day before, he confessed to me that he bought my favorite rose... But I trampled the rose to pieces. I'm sorry for his sincerity, I don't deserve his love... Then let us meet in another world and let me love you instead, Ji Ezhou, wait for me.
Ji Ezhou, a dedicated high school student, x Jiang Zhizhi, an unknowing straight girl
Intention: I shouldn't let down your sincerity
