*The pronunciation of the three characters and the two characters are different, Shen Lingyu (yù), Lingyu (yǔ)
Depression Crying Attack × Bipolar Disorder Micro-Crazy Suffering
Avoidant attachment + separation anxiety × affective disorder + borderline personality disorder tendency
Attack: good quality, unknown education
Shou: good quality, unknown psychology
Double born, double clean, a bit sadistic, he
Attack and receive:
But I firmly believe that love is not a balance of giving and return, but a constant feeling of being indebted, and selfishness mixed with selflessness.
It is said that it is painful to be with someone with a mental illness, but Nan Wancheng, who suffered from bipolar disorder, pursued Shen Lingyu for three years. The cycle of ambiguity and alienation continued, and it was difficult to be together, but he could not escape the threat of fate and the entanglement of the disease. He should have understood it long ago, exhausted, and died in the year when Shen Lingyu loved him most.
A year later, Shen Lingyu relied on Nan Wancheng's tomb and decided to rest here amid the heavy snow.
But when he opened his eyes again, he was in the waiting area of the consultation room. Next to him, Nan Wancheng, whom he had met for the first time, stared at him with familiar eyes.
"Are you back too?"
"Yeah."
[Author's conclusion]:
Everyone is so incredible to everyone, existence itself is a kind of mental illness
Preset in mind:
1. The content involves the onset of some mental patients, and the emotions are a bit morbid to the public.
2. In the early stage, the filter of attack vs. Reception is very heavy, and the plot of the past life accounts for a large proportion, more is about chasing the husband, and there are many linkages with other stories.
3. Wan Cheng has a neutral and refreshing appearance, with contrast, but a bit paranoid in nature, which will be more obvious later. When you first read what he says, you should adopt the tone of a big brother patiently coaxing a child.
4. Gong loves to cry and talk hard. It was love at first sight, but it took him three years to recognize and accept his feelings. Later, he was forced to marry someone else.
5. The sub-CP is all be, and the extra chapter is a separate chapter
6. This article was created when I was in a very poor mental state, so there may be some incorrect sentences or some paragraphs that are very jumpy, but it does not affect reading. I hope you can forgive me.
7. Human nature is very complex. When values and interests conflict, there is nothing right or wrong. It's just different viewing angles.
Let me explain in advance, if you don't like it, go away. If you want to scold me, don't scold me. Don't scold Lingyu Wancheng Song Xiang. Many people easily ignore the true appearance of patients with mental illness. Redemption is never a process of falling in love. Redemption is a great thing for oneself (as great as learning to love), not a gift to the redeemed party. Mutual redemption will only magnify their shortcomings. Everything that seems unnecessary is necessary for everyone.
I won't write anything, even if it's a quote, I only dare to post it after I have had similar experiences/feelings. Their decisions in the article are all reasonable based on their personalities.
Songs that have appeared in the article:
·"Alive VIVA"
"Join in the Fun"/By2
"Because of you"/Kelly Clarkson
"Cut to the feeling"/Carly Rae Japsen
"Rewind"/Neverest
"Dancing With A Stranger"
·"forget me not"/Betsuno Kana
"call you tonight"/Johnta Austin
"Young And Beautiful"/Lana Del Rey
·Rue des Trois Frères
Concept: Loving others is a talent that is selectively expressed by genes