I, a good boy from other people's family, a high-level migrant worker in a big city, a half-cupboard girl, have just ended my third relationship, AKA my third long-distance relationship, at the age of 30. Suddenly I realized that I seemed to have been a good student since childhood! The same is true in relationships! But unfortunately, the moment the results were announced, I still failed. What do you want in a relationship? It seems that what I want is becoming increasingly unclear. I had wanted excitement. I once wanted comfort. I had wanted a family. But in fact, emotionally, after struggling for more than 10 years, I still have nothing.
Is it okay to stop setting goals? Can I write wildly on the fourth piece of white paper? In relationships, no, in relationships, can I stop being a good student? The fourth piece of paper, Chapter 4, I want to keep a running account of my sister and sister.
Intention: Find the main thread of oneself in the emotional running account