Why is this happening? How did it become like this? I often think and ask this way. Semi-ironically, while writing this paragraph, I suddenly discovered that my font has also changed. It seems that there is no need to elaborate on this small thing. But since I dropped out of school and went to hospital, I have really felt that everything around me is changing, and things seem to be different and people are different. Unfortunately, my writing skills are mediocre and I can only use a few formulas and words. Can't come up with anything good. Copying the good articles of the past and the present, you can watch your own things seem to be pieced together, and all the beautiful words are piled on it, so the article looks graceful and luxurious, but in fact it is meaningless. When I looked back, I realized, no, this is not what I wanted. So what do I want? I have no idea. What am I writing? Why do I write... My mind goes blank.
In the end, I just want to say that Xiaowen is full of nonsense and has very complicated feelings. The purpose of writing this short article is quite simple. First, it is to pass the time in the hospital. Second, it helps me figure out how I got sick. Third, I hope that I, a pessimist, can record it.
I hope it will grow in this clean and fertile soil, and let's see what kind of style my pen and ink will create in the end.
Since the preface has ended, the original free wind runs through the entire book.
By. Zijue
Purpose: Let others understand patients with bipolar disorder and pay attention to the mental health of teenagers