An amnesia light ball if that starts with the "Before I Fall Asleep" AU is mainly to satisfy my fantasy of ravaging the light ball, and by the way, Zemo and the Winter Soldier.
CP is the equilateral triangle of Ze Dong Ze + Winter Soldier/oc + Zemo/oc. Each character loves the other two.
When they got back to the car, Joe was dozing off little by little. Zemo didn't go to the back seat, but got into the passenger seat. He pulled out a new VCR and handed it to Joe. Joe thanked him quietly, and then told the camera about the day with some trembling. Zemo leaned back on his seat and closed his eyes.
This day is too long. It was too real for him. It was as if he had finally escaped a nightmare. But Zemo wasn't sure whether the coming days would be a different kind of nightmare.
But everything finally came to an end. He thought.
For a long time, he had always felt that he was half asleep in an endless and vague nightmare. It was not because the Winter Soldier did not give him enough comfort, but because they were all missing. When they cuddled together at night, Zemo had a vague feeling of waking up, as if he had been covered in a worn quilt for too long, and finally someone lifted it off, and he felt a slight sense of relaxation and cold relief. He wasn't sure if the Winter Soldier felt the same way. The Winter Soldier is always silent. He was too silent, like a black hole, a shadow that could not be ignored. Zemo did not have the hearing enhanced by the serum, but Zemo always felt that he could hear a heartbreaking beating sound - Hemingway lamented that silence concealed pain, but in The Winter Soldier everything is exactly the opposite. He would be silent until night, and Zemo would hear his heavy breathing as if struggling in the haze. He would subconsciously hug the Winter Soldier, but the movement would not end until the sun rose as usual the next day, and the Winter Soldier opened his eyes, regaining consciousness and returning to silence.
They still communicated and made each other laugh, but Zemo knew that the Winter Soldier felt as missing as he did.
After he finally found Joe, this feeling did not lessen, but intensified. Every day in his dreams, Zemo would catch a glimpse of the illuminated water. The sound of the Quinjet lingered in his ears. After a few seconds, the light suddenly disappeared.
Everything is so sudden.
Intention: Live well and make progress every day