In my graduate life at the new school, I established deep friendships with many new classmates. But in the dormitory next door, he is a boy with a sunny smile and a bright personality, who can always easily attract the attention of people around him. Even though I knew he already had a girlfriend, I couldn't control my growing affection for him. Every smile and every casual touch he makes makes my heart beat faster.
As time went by, our relationship became more and more delicate. His attitude was sometimes ambiguous and sometimes seemed to be unconsciously intimate, leaving me deeply confused. I'm afraid that this is just my wishful thinking, I'm afraid of breaking the balance of the existing friendship, and I'm even more afraid of facing the consequences that may be unbearable.
Until that drunken night, a fierce argument caused the thin veil between us to be ruthlessly torn apart. Only then did I realize that he, who usually seemed honest and honest, actually had so many hidden thoughts. His eyes and his words were irresistible to me. I seemed to be caught in a gentle net, sinking deeper and deeper into it.
In this forbidden sea of honey, I gradually lost myself. The burden of sweetness makes me unable to extricate myself. I don't know how to face this sudden emotion, let alone how to break away from this endless sweetness. This is a battle about friendship and love, as well as a profound challenge to self-awareness. Every day at the new school became an adventure in my emotional world.
Purpose: Gradually understand oneself in campus life, and constantly make choices amid trade-offs