I live in a deformed family. I have the love of my family, but this love suffocates me.
In my family, the Father is not like the Father, and the Son is not like the Son.
I could have grown up carefree, but in one thought, I became a maggot living in a dark corner. Every day, I secretly look at the laughter and laughter outside in a dark corner.
And the three members of the opposite sex in my life are the culprits of all this, two of them are my closest relatives and one is my neighbor. Their existence makes me feel painful. It is precisely because of them that I have great resistance to the opposite sex. Being with the opposite sex makes me feel sick and uncomfortable.
(This book is the author's personal experience. He decided to write it out and let readers see it. The author took great courage. If you feel uncomfortable, please abandon the book as soon as possible. The author's psychological endurance is not high. Please do not scold the author. The author accepts all well-intentioned comments. This book will be mainly a narrative like a diary. It will be updated from time to time. The completion time is undetermined. It mainly records the various stages of the author's growth. If there are no special circumstances, it will continue to be recorded.)
Purpose: May all children be born facing the sun, and may there be no more quagmire here