At the age of 17, He Yuan met Lin Yuan. It was unclear whether this was fate or destiny for her. She fell in love with this beautiful, gentle and mysterious Chinese teacher at first sight, and for the first time in Chinese class she fell asleep without doing any math homework and began to listen to the class seriously. But some of Lin Yuan's words made her feel her rapid heartbeat and tingling sensations like an electric shock. She, who had always been very nervous, was trapped by this unclear emotion. She didn't know what was happening to her, so she decided to write a diary to record all this inexplicable.
At the age of 18, He Yuan lost Lin Yuan. This unrequited love from beginning to end has now turned into broken love. He Yuan learns to move forward among the ruins.
At the age of 22, after He Yuan reestablished the order of his life, he reunited with Lin Yuan. She gave up completely and wished her happiness from afar.
At the age of 30, the gears of fate are turning, and a tombstone has been erected for that period of the past, but the emotion quietly slipped out and the dead tree bloomed, growing complex and dense, and it continued to be messy after pruning.
The young mind has the answer, but where to go from now on is a mystery that no one knows, not even the omnipotent Teacher Lin knows the answer.
I wrote this story to let go, and hope that girls with the same emotions can feel relieved after seeing it. We are not wrong, and we did not do anything harmful. We just fell in love with someone.
I have written many, many versions of this story, none of which really satisfied me. The narrative method and direction of the story have also changed as I grew up, but what remains the same is that I have been writing this story. Maybe I have to write a complete version and send it out to be the real end.
The story is still not perfect, but I need to write it out and move forward.
Concept: Once a boy is tempted, he will always be tempted.