Because he is bisexual, words such as "monster", "deformed child", "crippling", "disgusting"... Will always linger in his ears, and he will never sleep. From childhood to adulthood, malice has always been with me. He thought he could start a new life when he was far away from that place, but that was not the case at all. He would always be at the bottom, unpopular, no one loved him, and had no place to lift him up or rest. He was the only one who struggled to support himself and endured all malice, harm, and oppression...
Deep in the swamp, he suddenly met the sun one day.
It was really too warm. He knew he didn't deserve it, but he always fell into the warmth and couldn't extricate himself!
While he condemned his despicableness, he couldn't help but fall into tenderness. He comforted himself that it couldn't be his own anyway, so why not take the opportunity to enjoy a little bit of the warmth leaking from the sun, right?
Intention: Heart toward the sun