The twentieth year of marriage.
Ming Zhi looked at her still handsome husband sleeping on the pillow, and thought of the pair of children who would come to greet her after getting up in the morning, and then the mother-in-law who would pick the wrong one for her, the running between the sisters, and then the same breakfast and the same things.
The thought of reconciliation came to mind again, this time the thought was stronger than before.
If others knew that she wanted to make peace, they would probably poke her in the head and scold her for being stupid and not knowing how lucky she is.
After all, her husband was a royal tutor, he was blessed with orchids and jade trees, he did not keep concubines or prostitutes, he had a very filial son and a daughter, and even her mother-in-law only made some weird remarks from time to time.
But she just couldn't get through it.
If she had to give a reason.
Probably because her husband has Bai Yueguang in his heart, even a pair of children are not raised under his knees, and she is always like an outsider wandering in other people's homes.
In this life, she first became her parents' daughter, a man's wife, and a child's parent, but she never became herself for a moment.
She didn't want to continue to be trapped in this square wall for the rest of her life, living a life where she could see to the end.
She wanted to see the wolf smoke in Saibei, the flowers in the desert, and the misty rain in the south of the Yangtze River.
Note: The female protagonist is thirty-five and the male protagonist is forty.
Purpose: Become yourself before becoming a mother
