Dogs and Hammers

[Bad and irritable female protagonist x sunny-tongued male protagonist] Most of them are on campus, biased towards reality, BE. When Li Li was thirty-one, while chatting with her friends, she suddenly remembered Lin Feng, the dog who occupied most of her youth memories. Friend: "Is he your first love?" Li Li: "No, my first love was not him." Li Li was 17 years old that year and was in his second year of high school. Lin Feng transferred to Li Li's school. The eyes of the two people intersected many times in the sea of ​​people, but neither one took the initiative to take a step forward. Until one day Li Li received a text message while secretly playing with her mobile phone in class. "Li Li? I'm Lin Feng." From then on, the two formed a fate, but their fate only lasted for eight years. After eight years, the two gradually drifted apart and never met again. From when Li Li was 17 to 25, Lin Feng was by her side during her best years. Li Li always calls Lin Feng a "bitch", but in fact she is the "bitch". Lin Feng's sincerity and the hottest first love were all fed to Li Li, a white-eyed wolf. He loved her for eight years, and she kept him waiting for eight years. She said the most vicious words to Lin Feng, stabbed the most hurtful knife into his heart, and used the cruelest way to selfishly keep Lin Feng by her side. In the eighth year of their acquaintance, Li Li received a handwritten letter. "Tie Hammer, I am Lin Feng. Is my handwriting much prettier than what I wrote when I was a child? I guess you are saying that I am narcissistic again. You, a bad woman, always disturb my heart, but I know you are bad, but I still love you very much. When you changed boyfriends one after another, I tried to prevent myself from falling in love with you. Over the years, I thought I did it. I have owned your body, seen through your soul, seen your haggard skin and greasy hair, and understood her inner stubbornness and fragility. I know better than anyone that you are a bastard. It is precisely because I have owned everything and know you so well that I feel... I don't care about you so much. But when I saw your tears, I realized that I couldn't lie to myself. I love you even though you are a bad woman. Why do you cry so much... I always think that one day you will look back and see me and fall in love with me instead of treating me as your good friend. But you don't love me, you love freedom, you love this colorful world, you never belong to me, you only stay for a short time, and then fly away far away. We have all grown up, and I shouldn't live in memories anymore. The 17-year-old you trapped me for eight years, but you cannot trap me for my whole life. I won't wait for you forever. It's time for us to come to an end in this eighth year. ——Lin Feng" When Li Li realized it, it was too late. There is no "husband-chasing crematorium" in reality, so she can only swallow a bitter pill. Li Li was condemned by her conscience and had nightmares every night. She often dreamed that Lin Feng was pushed into the endless abyss by her. She knew that the last thing she could do was not to bother her anymore, but it was too hard to grow up. The reality made her bruised and bruised. She really wanted to be like when she was a child, Lin Feng would always be by her side when she was sad. She finally understood that that was not a good friend. No good friend could love and accompany her like a patron saint. That was "love". Li Li used her brand new mobile phone number to dial the number engraved in her mind. Lin Feng's voice appeared on the other side, but she bit her lips tightly and did not dare to make a sound. After feeding him a few times, he hung up the phone when no one spoke. Li Li cried heartbrokenly alone in the room. Two years later, Li Li passed by the small road in front of No. 3 Middle School on business. A speeding car came from a distance. Li Li was stunned when he saw the license plate number, and laughed inwardly. It couldn't be such a coincidence. But he saw that the black car also slammed on the brakes. The sound attracted the attention of many people, and the next moment it accelerated past Li Li, stopping for only two seconds. When Li Li and Lin Feng were 27 years old, just like before, their eyes met and separated again, only for two seconds, but it seemed like a long time. Lin Feng still found Li Li on other software. The two of them were like the most familiar strangers. They exchanged polite and measured greetings and said the last words of their lives. Later, Li Li accidentally learned that Lin Feng was about to get married. She knew the time, place and people. She smiled with relief, laughed and cried again, but she did not go to witness that day with her own eyes. Let Lin Feng live in his memory forever. "That's our story, and it's not fun to be bloody." "Hey..." "I was wrong, he was my first love." Mission: We will all become the best version of ourselves