"If you cannot be saved, then become your own light. The meaning of meeting is to illuminate each other."
The heroine Fang Chuxia's parents have been quarreling since she can remember, and they quarreled every day, but she still lived a happy life until she got a sister in 2012, and then a brother in 2016. Her life has changed a lot, and she has become less and less able to get along with others, becoming more and more indifferent and unable to communicate with others.
Fang Chuxia always told herself not to care, but during that time she couldn't control herself from not caring.
"I'm like a rat in the sewer or a bug crawling in the dark. I spy on other people's happiness and the happiness that should be my own. I'm like a homeless toy, dispensable."
Intention: Be your own light