I had a dream, but it didn't seem to be a dream, because I knew she existed, but she told me she was leaving and where she was going. She didn't know, and neither did I. I think I want her to leave. I have always thought so, but now that she is really leaving, I feel a little empty.
I was in a hazy fog, just like every time she appeared, and I heard her calling me: "Song Chanjuan." I looked around, but there was still fog, and no one could be seen.
"Song Chanjuan." Xinyue's voice rang again.
"Where are you? Why can't I see you? Where have you been during this time?"
"Look back." Hearing the sound, I turned back and saw her smiling at me, and I smiled too.
"I'm here to say goodbye to you." Xinyue spoke again.
I was very confused: "Are you okay? Why are you leaving so suddenly?"
Xinyue smiled again, but her smile made me confused, and then she shook her head: "It's not sudden at all. Didn't you notice that I haven't appeared for a long time? Have you forgotten? Why did I come, then why do I leave now."
I was silent and thought for a while: "Will you come back?"
"It's up to you, but I hope I can never come back, because I hope you get everything you want." With that, she walked deep into the fog.
I thought she had been with me for so long, but I had never hugged her. At this moment, I wanted to hug her, but it was too late. I stretched out my hand to grab her, but I missed it and woke up suddenly.
Intention: Step into the abyss and redeem yourself again and again