"Awakening at dusk, falling into the dark world at the beginning" (formerly known as "Private Pain", also known as "Between Morning and Dusk: The Life of Zhang Chao") - Was there school bullying in your youth?
The book is a realistic life narrative that focuses on the life of the protagonist Zhang Chao (also known as Yu Xi'an). It uses his love with Yu Xining as the main line to show the growing pains and survival of ordinary people between the countryside and the market, as well as the warmth and tenacity of the two people who stay together in the tide of the times, conveying the attitude of "not living for others, but only living for yourself." The book uses the story of Yu Yinan and Yu Shengping as a mirror image to outline the complexity of human nature through desire and obsession. In the intertwining of love and pain, perseverance and loss, the true and complete life trajectory of Zhang Chao is pieced together.
Purpose: To profoundly depict the suffering, challenges, growth and self-discovery experienced by an ordinary person at different stages of life. (I write this book just to remind you not to live in the eyes of others)