[Farewell is a piece of litmus paper held tightly in hand.
Things related to this person are special.
It's rare to be able to think of the past without forcing yourself to think about it.
——Except for red, what are the "colors" that can be seen?
What answer will you have after reading this?
Note:
1. The time is extremely chaotic, the person's pronouns jump repeatedly, the text groans in vain, the characters are mentally disturbed, and there is no bright future here.
2. The abstracts are all from the collected works of Osamu Dazai three times and have nothing to do with the main text.
3. Treat the disease as early as possible, treat it actively and wait for death.
Intention: Towards the future.