That night, everyone sat in a Northeastern restaurant that they had visited countless times. There were six chairs and five living people, but no one spoke for a long time.
Sister Lu served the food as usual: "Sister, the food is here, eat quickly, don't just drink."
Zhou You forced out a smile: "Thank you, Sister Lu."
Zhou You looked up and saw that everyone had their heads lowered. He put out his cigarette butts and said, "Come on, whoever speaks first."
Qin Meiyu clasped her wine glass and stared at Zhou You fiercely: "Of course it's you. Why didn't you receive that call?!"
Zhou You: "What else? Let's tell it all today."
Qin Meiyu: "Zhou You, don't pretend to be aloof. Do you dare to say that you don't regret not seeing An An for the last time?!"
Zhou You: "Yes! I regret it. I regret not taking her to see the sunrise, not bringing her here for a meal, and regret not bringing Cong Zheng to her." Zhou You choked up a little, "But I don't regret every minute I spent in the hospital. I slept on the benches, on the floor, and drew pictures in that damn corridor full of mosquitoes. I have done what I can do! I have a clear conscience."
"Do you have a clear conscience? You left An An and went to Jingzhou to find this scumbag half a month ago. Do you have a clear conscience? In fact, you are the same as us."
Zhou You's eyes widened, his head buzzed, and the world was spinning. Qin Meiyu was right, she was indeed just like them.
But Zhou You realized it later, Qin Meiyu said, how did you know? He turned to look at Wu Jia, who had been looking down.
Wu Jia shook his head, indicating that it was not him who said it.
Wu You, who had been silent, stretched out a hand as if to prove Wu Zi's innocence, "An An told us both."
Qin Meiyu followed Wu You and continued, "Zhou You, you are just a broom star! It's not good for anyone to cling to you. Everyone is moving away from you, including yourself. Haven't you noticed?"
Zhou You was struck by thunder, and Qin Meiyu's words opened up her inner circle of Ren and Du. In retrospect, this was indeed the case. Everyone seemed to be having a bad life. "
Qin Meiyu stood up and said, "Zhou You, everything must be settled. "
After saying that, he strode out of the hotel.
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Concept: Emotions, campus, pain, sadomasochism, memories, tolerance