This article uses the mother's twists and turns in life as the main line to write about the conflict between consciousness and family affection, the cost of consciousness in the context of the times, the conflict with the strong self-awareness of the children and the pursuit of self-awareness freedom, the conflict with the family, and finally the return to the big family. My mother was ill since she was a child, which caused my grandparents to be exhausted because of her tossing, which led to my grandmother slowly moving towards a situation where she blamed my mother for everything. As the eldest daughter in the family, my mother has always taken care of her sisters as an adult. The fourth aunt became a disaster because she was too beautiful, and finally chose to give birth to her own child. The fifth aunt was also very good-looking, but she chose to commit suicide after seeing the fourth aunt. Choosing to rebel against her grandmother, her adult mother married her father, who was a little intellectual at that time, through the introduction of others. After the mother and father gave birth to their first child, she developed a mental disorder. She took her young brother into the mountains and old forests, and slowly returned to normal under the care of her father and grandfather. From then on, her parents went south to work, and her father got the first pot of gold while working. The father used the first pot of gold to make a fortune and then invested all the money in starting a business, but failed miserably. The family suddenly fell to the bottom. The parents started a comprehensive career of working away from home, and the children began to become left-behind children and moved around in different foster homes...
Intention: The road to freedom of emotion and consciousness