Practice Brings True Knowledge

If you like someone, will you get close to him, will you take the initiative to say hello to him every day, will you give him gifts every day? If you like something, will you do it every day? Regarding writing novels, I can confirm that I really enjoy it. When I was in junior high school, I would write novels in a notebook and let the whole class read them. When I was in high school, I would write short stories and submit them via email. On the day I graduated from high school, I stayed all night in an Internet cafe. I watched a TV series, "Death Girl", and then wrote a fanfic of "Death Girl" in Jinjiang, with the character played by the prince as the protagonist. Then, college, work, resignation, work, resignation... I have tried many jobs, physical work is something I am completely incompetent for, sales work is something I am irritated from the bottom of my heart, headhunting work is poor and easy but eye-opening, new media work is something I find alienates me... But no matter what type of job, which job, they all gave me money... The money they gave me in a month was hundreds or thousands of times more than what I had spent writing novels in so many years... However, I still want to write a novel... Although so far, I have experienced many rejections in writing novels, rejections from contract signings, finally succeeded in signing the contract and reached the number of words on the shelf, and my daily income was only a few yuan, crazy procrastination, crazy perfectionism, constant updates, and inexplicable feeling that every word I wrote was terrible... However, I still want to write a novel... Because writing novels is the only job in my life that I have not made any money for so many years but still crazily want to do... And, I never stopped writing. However, after I finish writing five chapters and 10,000 words, I often feel inexplicably that my writing is terrible and that I can't write like this... So I revise like crazy... And then delete and rewrite... As for what I wrote, I don't even publish it... The most exaggerated time was that for a book, I wrote 120,000 words, and these 120,000 words were all refined. Then I felt that it was not good for some reason, so I deleted them all. But it doesn't matter, I'm trying to solve this problem right now. I will use this book to practice my skills and courage in posting articles in Jinjiang every day, and throw that inexplicable perfectionism into the trash can. Intention: Because I really like it, I will find every way to do it